My Red Sox Confessions

Kyle Snyder in '06 - Photo courtesy of Kelly O'Connor and used with permission.
I’m not one who complains about Daylight Savings; I dig it being light out at 7, 8pm. But, apparently, it has been messing with my sleep patterns because this week I have gotten up every day at least an hour later than I usually do. So, once again, my post today is late and, this time, more of just a bit of rambling than any one cohesive thought. How about some confessions that you might or might now already know about me?
* I like Daisuke Matsuzaka. Sure it’s convenient for me to say that after he pitched so well yesterday, but I do. I’ve liked him from the beginning. I don’t fret over the money the Red Sox put out just to bid on him and I think, as far as making money in the bubble of the world known as MLB, he has been worth the money he’s being paid.
* I don’t like Jon Lester. I have my reasons just like everyone has their reasons for liking or not liking a player. Having written that, if he isn’t the starting pitcher for Opening Day, I will suspect Terry Francona was dropped on his head just before making the announcement. While I could also see Tito starting Clay Buchholz and being more than happy with that, I think Crabcakes has earned getting the nod first (and next).
* Ever since Mike Timlin left the Red Sox I haven’t developed a deep down, true favorite player. The seasons between 2002-2008 were magical for many reasons not the least of for me was the abundance of players to fall for. Kyle Snyder and Mike Timlin are the remnants of those years – both my last “favorite” players who are both no longer playing (hopefully that won’t be the case for Kyle much longer but who knows). I love the team and if I had to quickly pick the one whose being traded or DFA’d would rip my heart out I guess I’m looking at either JD Drew or Clay Buchholz. But it still isn’t the same. Ask anyone who went to a game with me while Mike Timlin was active and they’ll tell you how physically and emotionally involved I got in his appearances. You can also ask the handful of friends who spent the day texting me to find out if I was all right the Saturday Kyle was designated for assignment (yes, without looking I remembered it was a Saturday and they were in Toronto. The pain is burned into my memory). There’s no one on the team I feel that deeply for. Maybe that’s a good thing? I do know it changes the way I watch the games just a little bit.+
* I’ve never not had Bronson Arroyo on a fantasy baseball team and this year he’s on my team in two different leagues. So, in reference to the confession above this one, were he still on the Red Sox HE’D be the favorite. (I also still hold out the unrealistic hope of his returning to the Red Sox some day. I’m an optimist.)
* I’ve discovered (or maybe RE-discovered) that if I have any hard feelings for ex-Red Sox players (and goodness knows I do) they are stronger for Johnny Damon than they are for Manny Ramirez. I know the Yankees thing and the out and out lying thing are big parts of that but it struck me odd that I watched Manny and had NO feelings about how he did at bat (I felt “meh”) but just seeing Johnny holding a baseball bat my first thought was “I hope you strike out”. In real life, I’m a fairly rational person. Obviously this doesn’t translate well to my baseball fandom.
+If the Red Sox trade or DFA Tim Wakefield this year, I have no idea how I will handle it. They can only trade him with his approval because of his time in the league and on the Sox, so I guess I’d be more okay with that than with them just dumping him. He’s on a different level than a “favorite” player; he’s Tim Freaking Wakefield. I can’t write any more about it because it’s upsetting me just to think about it.
Snowy Thursday
Truck Day will be upon us in two week’s time.
Because of this fact, I should be more inspired to write about baseball but listening to the plows go by my house and watching the snow pile up in feet around me is making it difficult to get inspired about the boys of summer.
If you, like me, are in need of friendly reminders that it will not always be white and cold outside and some day SOON there will be baseball played in Boston again, you might want to go to Kelly O’Connor’s SmugMug site where she has not only all of her photos from 2010, but ALL of her photos. Kelly has spent the better part of this snowy month updating her archives so folks don’t have to switch back and forth from her new site to the sittingstill site to see her wonderful photographs. The best part? Now her site is entirely searchable! You can search by keywords (including player’s names or phrases like “don’t touch his head” and, one of my favorites, ”j.d. does so smile“), you can comment on the photos and vote for your favorites as well.
It’s a great way to spend a snowy day when you’re longing for green grass and baseball!
My annual trip to Squeeville
I get accused an awful lot of only liking certain players because they’re “cute”. Every accusation of this is wrong except for two: The first is Fred Lynn. If he hadn’t been cute I would have never started watching baseball as young as I did. The second is, you guessed it, Bronson Arroyo.
I’ll never be able to fully explain it so I’ll just say this, there is just something about Bronson that turns me into a sixteen year-old girl whenever I get the chance to see him. It’s funny because I don’t go out of my way to pay that much attention to him during the season. I pay enough attention to know he’s doing well and, as long as it doesn’t conflict with a Red Sox game, I try to watch his starts when I can, but it isn’t until he’s actually in town that I start getting all girly about him.
Tonight is that night. :)
So today I might lose a few points in the respect column for those who get upset when women who blog about baseball talk about how attractive they find a player but that’s really too bad. Tonight, with some friends, I get to be a giddy, excited girl again for a few hours thanks to Bronson’s appearance in Foxboro. It might not be popular to admit something as silly as my crush on Bronson, but for me it’s nice to look forward to just letting go and being silly once a year.
I hope everyone enjoys their weekend as much as I plan on enjoying mine!
Hmmm
I wonder where I’ll be tomorrow night?
http://www.myfoxboston.com/video/videoplayer.swf?dppversion=6512
This and That
Carl Crawford telling the world that his 6 year-old son might be “a closet Red Sox fan” because he was so excited about Crawford joining Boston kept me smiling all day yesterday.
I know he’s going to be rich beyond anyone’s wildest dreams and that’s the real reason he’s happy to be in Boston, but yesterday Crawford said all the right things and gave Red Sox fans yet another reason to be excited about this upcoming season. I’m as happy about this season as I have been any other…and a little bit more so at the idea of seeing both Adrian Gonzalez and Carl Crawford playing in home whites at Fenway. Jason Varitek hanging around Fenway for another season pleases me too. Tek has his detractors but I’m not one of them. There’s a happy feeling that I get knowing Tek is around. As I wrote a few entries ago, same goes for Tim Wakefield. I’m going to enjoy having the old guard in the park along with the new blood. I feel like those being miserable about what has happened so far this off-season just don’t want to try and enjoy what we have. That’s not to say I don’t understand why some folks would question the length or amount of Crawford’s contract (it’s a bit mind-boggling) but I feel like it’s a no-brainer to say he’ll be a great addition to the team. If I have to pay a few extra dollars for a seat, or a beer, or a dog, and the upside is I’ll be using that seat, drinking that beer or eating that dog at a playoff game, I’m all right with that.
I’ve been meaning to bring up Bronson Arroyo signing an extension with the Reds. It’s so amusing to me how things change with time and, relative, success. Longtime readers of the blog know how devastated I was when Theo traded Bronson. (Oh, Wily Mo). I was counting the days until he was out of his contract. After a career first season with the Reds, Bronson was given an extension, adding four years and around $25 million in salary. I had to be happy for him but his contract ending in 2010 seemed so far away. Now he’s been given another extension, three years and $35 million and instead of lamenting how long he’ll be with the Reds, I’m happy that he’s become such a valuable fixture in the rotation. I must be getting soft in my old age.
If you haven’t heard of Dirk Hayhurst, The Garfoose or The Bullpen Gospels, you’re missing out on some entertaining musings. Dirk is a talented writer (and current free-agent pitcher) who uses his time to entertain and encourage those who read him. Last night, he jumped on Ustream and read chapters from the book he is currently working on for roughly 25 fans who caught his mention of it on Twitter. Along with having a pleasant voice to listen to, he has a knack for story telling and it was a unique and fun way to spend an evening. Dirk has really mastered using social media outlets to connect with fans. It would please me if more players could do this. I know not all of them have books to promote, but there are still ways to interact with the fans without it being intrusive for the players while giving the fans a taste of the athletes they support. Maybe they should give social media classes to the players? I’m looking for work and would be happy to assist!
There is an awful lot to appreciate about baseball. I’m appreciating how Theo and the trio seem to be going out of their way to make sure we appreciate them this year!
Winners and Losers (You decide!)

From the 2006 Hot Stove concert: One of my favorite photos that I've taken of Bronson.
So do I complain about Derek Jeter winning a Gold Glove or do I enjoy the fact that Bronson Arroyo won his first Gold Glove?
Not that many folks consider the Gold Glove competition anything more than a popularity contest. Rafael Palmeiro winning in 1999 while primarily being a designated hitter for the Baltimore Orioles saw to that. (He played 28 games at first in 1999. 28.)
The next time anyone complains about how the All Star Game voters (that would be US) vote, remind them that managers and coaches vote for the winner and the only criteria they need to go by is to NOT vote for someone on their own team. People who know more about the game than the regular folks thought that Derek Jeter was better than all other American League shortstops defensively. Then again, All Star Game voters chose Derek Jeter this year as well. There is no accounting for taste.
So it’s tough to get up in arms about Jeter winning. People will vote for who they like (or, what I believe to be the case here, for who they have been brainwashed is the greatest player playing) and that will never change. Once Jeter is retired, the world of MLB will find someone else to treat like a God and he’ll get a bunch of awards he doesn’t deserve. The circle will not be broken.
As an aside, a friend on Twitter led me to this blog entry by calling it “the worst sports related blog post of all time”. While I wouldn’t go that far (it IS well-written, if not, well, a bit angrily so) it is definitely worth reading for entertainment value. If you don’t want to visit the link, here’s the short version: Derek Jeter is the best player in the world, the Yankees are the best team, and anyone who thinks he is declining in his skills or that the Yankees won’t re-sign him is a big jerk/idiot otherwise known as a Red Sox fan or someone at ESPN”. The comments alone are worth a gander but two things stood out to me: 1) the idea that only Red Sox fans and folks at ESPN don’t like Derek Jeter (I know many Sox fans who like Jeter. I also know many fans of other teams who think he’s, say it with me, over-rated) and 2) how in the middle of a piece about Jeter, the writer stuck in there that many players (including David Ortiz) are declining because they no longer use PEDs but Alex Rodriguez isn’t on that list because his decline has to do with injuries. Oookay then. Also, I’m trying to figure out how this piece is on the sports page of the Los Angeles Times. Do people in L.A. give a flying fig what happens to Derek Jeter?
As far as Bronson is concerned, I really don’t know if he is deserving of the Gold Glove over other pitchers in his league. I know the defense on the Reds was damned fine this season and Bronson’s wasn’t shabby…so I’m good with it. Bronson’s comments about it tickled the heck out of me:
“It was definitely a shock. Honestly, it never even crossed my mind once throughout my entire career.”
Honesty with a touch of modesty is refreshing. I’m waiting for Jeter to come out with “Are you kidding? They gave it to ME? What the heck were they thinking?”
I’ll be waiting a long time.
Pick One?

Good luck, Javi! Photo courtesy of Kelly O'Connor/sittingstill.smugmug.com and used with permission.
Still processing that the season for the Sox has ended. Watching “Four Days in October” last night helped and hearing Don Orsillo calling the Rangers/Rays game does too.
Given that I don’t really dislike any of the teams in the playoffs except for one, for the most part I’m in the “Anyone but the Yankees” camp. There are three games on television today, though, so I might as well make some picks (idea kind of lifted from Metsgrrl who mapped out her choices over at her blog). I’m only picking by series, though, so here’s what I’d like to happen in the Division Series.
Texas Rangers v Tampa Bay Rays: I’m torn. I despise the cowbells which means I’m not fond of most Rays fans (not all, though. I know a few I consider good fans and part of me is happy for them) so every Rays loss means we’re closer to no more freaking cowbells until April 2011. That I can get behind. (Also, I will always dislike James Shields for many reasons but mostly his dumbass nickname. Once the Rays are out of it, no one will be mentioning “Big Game” James. Who could root against that?) The only thing I have against the Rangers is Josh Hamilton. I don’t want to hear what a wonderful story he has for the next month. Any time someone starts talking about Josh Hamilton and his issues, it makes me want to start using drugs. That’s probably not what he had in mind when he shared his story, huh? I’m going with the Rangers. Cliff Lee making his way through the playoffs makes me happy. I won’t be devastated if the Rays win, but if the baseball gods love us even a little than they will spare us the idiocy that is adults ringing cowbells.
Cincinnati Reds v Philadelphia Phillies: I don’t hate the Phillies but I’m really just sick of them. The only things that make me not want to root for the Reds are Dusty Brown and Jonny Gomes. If Gomes pulls something in his first appearance and can’t play the rest of the post-season, I’ll be a happy gal. I’m rooting for the Reds. Gomes and Baker aside, I like their fan base and I think a fan base as loyal as theirs should get to enjoy more than one round of the playoffs. It doesn’t hurt that Bronson Arroyo is with the Reds, not at all. Okay, who am I kidding? I want Bronson to get another ring. I do. I do. I do. I do. There, I said it.
New York Yankees v Minnesota Twins: I’m all about the Yankees. (Man, I couldn’t even type that with a straight face!) I don’t just want the Twins to beat the Yankees, I want Joe Girardi to get thrown out of every game. I want Derek Jeter to throw his shoulder out while he’s fist pumping. I want Slappy to tear a few muscles in the groin area. I want CC Sabathia, Phil Hughes and Andy Pettitte to all give up over ten hits and ten runs. I want Mark Teixeira to bat .000 and Nick Swisher to have 17 errors. I WANT THE TWINS TO DESTROY THE YANKEES! That is all.
Atlanta Braves v San Francisco Giants: Honestly? I couldn’t care less. There are ex-Sox on the Braves (Lowe, Gonzalez, Wagner, Hinske, heck even Ross) AND on the Giants (Lopez, Ramirez, Renteria, Sanchez), so I could develop a fondness for either team. Do I have to pick one? Let’s see, Tomahawk Chop versus panda hats…I’m going to have to give this one to San Francisco. Plus, seeing Javier Lopez in the post season makes me unreasonably happy. Not exactly a good rationale for choosing the Giants but there you have it.
I’m watching the Rangers take David Price for five runs in five innings so far. I hope every game today has a similar scenario!
Sloppy wins are still wins

Tonight will be the first time I get to really pay attention to Daisuke this season. Photo courtesy of Kelly O'Connor/sittingstill.net and used with permission.
I don’t know about you, but I thoroughly enjoyed baseball last night.
And, ugly though it was, you don’t get extra points for easy wins so I’ll take it. John Lackey’s ERA might have gone up but he the number in his “W” column did too and, for now, that’s good enough for me. Hideki Okajima, Daniel Bard and Jonathan Papelbon pitched 3 hitless innings after Lackey’s exit. Adrian Beltre and Darnell McDonald were the only Sox to not have hits last night – man, I missed the Blue Jays!
The Sox are now 17-16 and, thanks to the win and the losses of both the Rays and the Yankees, are now 5.5 games out of first. Last night is proof that anything can happen this season.
Along with the Rays and Yankees adding to the good baseball night, Bronson Arroyo pitched seven innings last night, giving up five hits and one run (on a home run). He has an ERA of 5.36 and last night was only his second win in seven starts. I mention this not only because I’m still following Bronson and am pleased to see him do well but to illustrate that no team’s fans should feel entitled to winning. Cincinnati is paying Bronson an awful lot of money to struggle this year and the Reds are in second with a 17 -15 record (the Sox are in fourth at 17-16…I don’t want to hear any fans outside our division argue that there isn’t a big difference between the American League East and everyone else).
In case you missed it, I put a poll up this weekend to see how fans were feeling. Given the usual tone of my readers, I’m not surprised at the results (and please vote if you haven’t yet! Just to feed my curiosity!).
So we find out that Josh Beckett’s next start is being moved and Tim Wakefield will start in his place tomorrow afternoon. I’m happy to be seeing Wake pitch (honestly worried there might not be many more opportunities to do so) but worry about what we’re going to go through with Beckett. I’m torn. Do I want this to be nothing so he can continue to pitch or do I want it to be a genuine injury so we can excuse what has gone on thus far (especially this weekend)? I don’t want him to be hurt, really I don’t, but I want him to be fixed. In my mind, a real injury can be fixed but poor performances with no excuses really can’t. This’ll be interesting to watch unfold. And by “interesting” I mean, most likely, extremely painful.
Daisuke Matsuzaka and Dana Eveland on the mound tonight and we’ll be here live chatting. Join us!
He kept buttin' that dam

Boston Globe photo by Barry Chin and used without permission
Ugly night in Boston sports all around. I don’t even want to think about it. The rain is coming down now washing away the disappointment of Friday night, ready to serve us up a brand new day.
Without wondering what the hell is going on with Beckett (I just can’t wrap my mind around it right now), I looked up some numbers.
This morning, the Yankees are in second place in the division, 1.5 games out of first place behind Tampa Bay with a record of 20-8. The Red Sox are in second to last place in the division, 7.5 games out of first just ahead of Baltimore with a 15-15 record. The Sox and Yanks have met 4 times and the Sox only won one of those games.
On May 8, 2009, the Red Sox were in first place in the division with a record of 19-11. The Yankees were in third place in the division, 4.5 games out of first with a 14-15 record. The Sox and Yanks had met 5 times and the Sox won all five games.
I am in no way comparing the individuals on each of these teams. My point is this: A record of 15-15 doesn’t indicate that the Red Sox won’t be successful this year. Anything can and does happen in baseball and as agonizingly painful as it was to watch Beckett meltdown last night and as awful as it was to have the Sox lose so badly after coming off a four game sweep, it isn’t the end of the world, people. If this team has done anything this year they’ve been consistently inconsistent. We’re going to have to deal with it.
Since I’d rather remember the past this morning, I was thinking about a rainy Saturday back on July 24, 2004. Going into the game on Friday the 23rd, the Sox were 8.5 games out of first place behind the Yankees. That Friday night game was going to be a classic until Curt Schilling had his own meltdown and gave up seven earned runs in just over 5 innings. The Sox came back to tie the game, only to lose it in the ninth when Keith Foulke gave up a single to Alex Rodriguez that scored Gary Sheffield. Many Yankees fans refer to this game as the game where Curt Schilling cried – He didn’t. He buried his face in a towel out of frustration but in 2004 we let the Yankees fans grasp on to whatever they can. The two pitchers we picked up in the off-season to add the extra oomph the team needed to get past the Yankees had both imploded against them. The Sox went into Saturday, July 24, 2004, 9.5 games behind the Yankees.
Given that 2004 was before the Red Sox had their fancy new drainage system installed, with all the rain happening Saturday morning, even though it wasn’t expected to rain during the game, no one thought there would be a game that day. Quite disappointing for many reasons but mostly because 1) it was going to be on Fox and more people would be able to see it and 2) who wants to sit around and NOT have a game after such a soul-crushing loss? The story we heard later that afternoon was that the game was being called and when they found out about it, the Sox, lead by Jason Varitek, mounted a protest and told everyone who would listen that there WOULD be a game that day. Curt Schilling told it to Alex Speier this way:
We wanted to play, the front office did not. They were very concerned about the ‘gate’ and we were dead set on playing. I remember a “[Expletive] that, we want to play” response when they came and told us they wanted to bang the game.
The game did not get ‘banged’. (I also remember a story about the Yankees already being on the team bus in their civies when they got the call to get their butts back to the clubhouse. I still don’t know if it’s true, but I like it so I repeat it often.) Bronson Arroyo makes the history-altering move of hitting ARod (keep in mind, this is before he became “Slappy”) and all hell breaks lose. For my birthday in 2004 (which is in December) my sister gave me what I call the “smoosh” photo – Tek asking ARod how his glove smells – and it is, to this day, one of my most prized possessions. Long story short, the Sox give the Yankees their own soul-crushing loss when they go into the bottom of the 9th with the Yanks up 10-8 and end up losing with Mariano Rivera on the mound. A double to begin the inning is followed by a fly ball, a single (which scored a run) and then the historic Bill Mueller two-run homer to end the game.
After that game, we thought the Sox were indestructible. They came back to win the game on Sunday as well and the Sox owned the Yankees for the weekend. More good things were to come (although it took some time for the Sox to really bounce back) and October 27th made all of the pain of that Friday night game (and the games prior to that which put the Sox in the 8.5 games behind hole they were in) totally worth it.
My point is, people, who knows what this year’s team is capable of? I’m not ready to give into the idea that the Sox won’t be sniffing the post-season this year just because of a disappointingly slow start (and a frustrating inability for them to string together many wins – see, I do get how lousy this all has been – I’m just not giving up on this team). Again, sure it sucks. But I’m willing to accept the suck given the possibility of how great it could eventually be.
Great could begin today. Of course the guys have to fight their way through CC Sabathia but with Clay Buchholz on the mound I dig our chances. Adding to my “this feels like July 2004″ mojo? The game today is on Fox. How sweet would it be for McCarver and Buck to have to eat all their negative words (and you KNOW there will be negative words) when the Sox embarrass the Yankees?


